Part of me wants to reach right down inside you and fix you. Part of me wants to scream at you until you get it. THERE IS MORE. More than what you know, more than what you see and definitely more than what you reach for. Sometimes I see a glimpse. A glimpse of hope. A small change, an opening up of who you are, and could be if you were to pursue those things. Then, as usual, something else comes along and smashes is down. Sometimes it feels like a punch in the gut. Other times, like an aching feeling in my heart.
I know that change, good change anyhow, comes over time. I know that. But it's just these dashed glimmers of hope, that maybe maybe you're alright. Maybe you're changing. Maybe what God has planned for you and what I see could be, maybe it's coming out.
I know there is more for you. I just wish you could see it. I just wish you knew.
I kinda makes you wonder what the heart of our loving Father feels like. How He must yearn and ache for us to "get it". wow...
